My Honest Post-Retreat Thoughts and Experiences

By Debbie H

I’m feeling so deeply grateful, so quietly joyful and at peace today, and for the past few days, each day is getting better & better. Haola! Life is flowing, and I am flowing with it, very simply, with no struggle, just being rooted in a more stable Mingjue state. I’m holding, yet not holding, my baby heart center. Empty and receptive for today.

Upon coming home from the retreat early this week, I immediately lost myself in a big

way!. Suddenly, getting off the plane, I was having a lot of uncomfortable sensory

experiences (that I was attaching to). When I got home, an old relational challenge rose its ugly head, I became easily triggered and fixated and could not find my center. Things were moving so fast. It became very painful emotionally, (and physically as my aches and pains flared up as well). This lasted at least 1 ½ days.

At this point I made a very conscious decision to shut this crap down immediately in anyway I could! Escape was my survival goal. My nervous system literally would not

handle any more information.

Disclaimer: “Do not try this at home!”

I immediately went to the store and bought a pack of cigarettes (after I had quit), had 2 cocktails, and I can’t say for sure, but I may have smoked a couple of hits of “nature’s tobacco”. I am not proud of, nor do I recommend the method I choose, but it did allow me to detach and put some space around me. I significantly calmed down and resumed my practice the next day. The Hun Hua of the universe was still moving fast, and I had some space now while riding the waves. Things rapidly improved! With each day, Mingjue becoming more stable. Love, well-being, trust, gratitude and appreciation flowing without being grasped at. Haola!

The retreat was by far the best I’ve been to, and was a heart prayer, fulfilled!

The energy – just entering the retreat building was palpable. (Beside being beautiful in and outside the building, I have never seen so many really, really, thriving, healthy

plants in any indoor environment).

Teacher Wei was of course, beyond amazing!!!; So accessible, loving, wise and

gentle (we could go & on, right?). When I first met him, immediately it was comfortable and easy. My mouth said the following words, “Wow! You’re even more handsome in person, then on zoom!”. Hahaha. One of the perks of being a grandma, is that you can often just speak your mind. He was very gracious, if not a bit perplexed. LOL. He gives the most wonderful hugs and we were all like little kids getting the best hugs from him! – and each other.

I felt the teaching/healer days were conveyed not only in beautiful words, but with such skill, love and profound information moving beyond the thinking level straight to the heart. T Wei! And all the days were so wonderful and fruitful. I had no idea of how awesome it would be to have so many beautiful, loving, high frequency people in one area, sending and receiving Mingjue love information. It was blessing to be in

relationship with most amazing people! The qi field was soooooo Strong!

Teacher Wei commented that the qi field was very pure and very strong, and we might experience qi reactions or purification, and it was normal. (Ok – I still wasn’t expecting it upon returning home.haha).

With teacher Wei’s powerful presence and baby heart energy, it made it easy for us to

merge and strengthen and be supported and guided by the Mingjue Entirety field as One. We learned a lot and did many of our regular practices:

• La Qi in 4 main centers, caterpillar, crane neck, hip rotations, coccyx forward and back, big circulation, Chen qi, Heng Ha, etc.

• Meditations, Chanting, Breathing

• Many group and individual healings done by large and small groups.

• Music (we did the singing but were also treated by several deeply moving songs by Madhu. He provided healing music, both in lyrics, musical quality and high healing frequencies. I had a very deep personal, healing experience with this. In addition, lucky us, we were treated by a very giving participant (teacher/healer) who provided daily sound baths. She skillfully played chimes, flutes and singing bowls with beautiful tones from her heart. Teacher Wei was very interested in her instruments and he also enjoyed a sound bath.

  
  

Teacher Wei came to the US, after a long, 3 legged plane journey. The organizer

whose home he came to first said, “You must be very tired. Would you like to take a nap?” Teacher Wei matter of factly, replied, “If a nap comes, I will take it.” Hahaha! So beautiful!

We played a lot in different and creative ways and laughed a lot!!! Larry, (our laughter teacher) would have been proud. It may not sound appealing but crawling on the floor like infants was actually very fun and funny. Mealtimes were great. Large buffet with choices for every meal. Good healthy, food, and even better company.

I also made times to practice qi eating: (The food is qi, the body and digestive organs

are qi, and the qi food gives a beautiful massage as it moves down the digestive track.

The qi food is very appreciated and nourishing.) I felt it would be helpful to me to journal these experiences. I haven’t even looked at my retreat notes yet. I’m hoping that by sharing my experience it will give some insight into what happened during retreat, and the transformational quality of the experience. It is also my hope that all who are moved, will join me in setting an intention for all of us to share in a beautiful retreat experience with Teacher Wei next year! (maybe the East

Cost this time! Hahaha)

With Much Mingjue Love,

Debbie H

Here is the hat I crocheted for Teacher Wei and how he wore it: